Go Beyond

I'll try to keep this post short. I guess some thing aren't meant to be. After 11 and a half months of the happiest time in my life, it has come to an end. Heather realized that she could not love me all of the way and that going further was futile. She did not feel it was meant to be because of that. I loved her like a wife and did not give myself a way out. I really did love her with everything I had. I had so many problems but the one thing I got right was love. I guess it's time for my heart to move on, hopefully to someone who can love me for me, unconditionally (or something close to that, I know it's a bit ideal). I really loved my time with Heather and think she is an amazing woman still. I wish it was not this way but I know somehow things will work out for the better. I'm not bitter or angry at all. She really wasn't unfair in this, just my heart feels that way a bit sometimes.

After a couple days of misery I'm feeling a lot better. Strangely, I feel more content and complete now than I did before Heather. I'm obviously missing something now and just want to be loved, but I'm actually strangely content with life. I don't really know how or why though.

Also, I'm moving to San Antonio, Texas. This place is epic, as long as you're between the outside of downtown and the inside of the I-410 (as far as I can tell, anyways).

Oh, and I'm moving on from something else. Basically I'm going from a failtop to a epictop thanks to the words of Ron Paul cracking my laptop screen. More on that later.

Since I'm in text and would never say verbally, cheers!

--Teran